December 2003 Archives
Year in Review
The pleasant change in the weather combined with the delicious duck and wine I had last night at Wellhauser’s World Peace dinner did wonders for my mental well being. I’m feeling so good that I decided to take an egoistical…Continue reading "Year in Review"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 31, 2003 in Various Positions
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Discontent
Winter is my time of despair. Shadows of doubt slipped into my mind today as I was waiting for my bus in the rain. Everything inside me is dead, my doubts whispered. All is nothingness, they echoed in the emptiness…Continue reading "Discontent"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 29, 2003 in Various Positions
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A Cold Bouquet of Phalli for John Woo
Even though I went shopping yesterday intending to buy nothing, I couldn’t resist the strange bouquet of aluminium phalli on sale at Future Shop. So I impulsively bought myself a tripod, which expands to great lengths and maddening beauty…Continue reading "A Cold Bouquet of Phalli for John Woo"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 27, 2003 in Writing & the Media
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ClubLaurier Christmas
I waited until the holidays to go on a programming binge that I’m still recovering from. After visions and revisions, after obsessing over code on caffeinated nights, the new version of clubLaurier.ca went online on Christmas Eve. The site’s overhaul…Continue reading "ClubLaurier Christmas"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 26, 2003 in Technology
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Christmas Rhythm
David phoned me yesterday morning and asked me if I wanted to go carolling at a local radio station. My singing strikes fear in the hearts of men, but because I wasn’t yet awake when he called I actually said…Continue reading "Christmas Rhythm"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 23, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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White Nights
Her arguments made me shiver and I had no choice but to alternately caress and punch Ryan who was sitting between us.Continue reading "White Nights"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 22, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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Let Him have Cake
Three days ago he promised the doctor that he would hurt me and himself in all sorts of vicious ways and that’s when they decided to sequester him.Continue reading "Let Him have Cake"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 20, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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I will make you hurt
Sometimes I write things that make people want to kill themselves. My close friend called me this evening from the psychiatric ward of the Grand River hospital where he was escorted this morning full of yearnings for death. Last night…Continue reading "I will make you hurt"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 18, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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Drink In
I looked in my pocket this morning to find a brief history of Heather written on a crumpled napkin. “Saint John is Heather’s home city … born in Medicine Hat, raised in Saint John … not all Saint Johners drink…Continue reading "Drink In"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 17, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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Smokin’
With my last textbook slammed closed at two o’clock, and my last exam finally over, I’m now a free man until January. I’m free and also exhausted — I didn’t get much sleep these last couple of days. And…Continue reading "Smokin'"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 16, 2003 in Various Positions
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Elephant
Trevor offered me a cigarette this evening, and I accepted even though I quit smoking after grade two. “You know you’re killing me,” I told him laughing as he took turns lighting our cigarettes. I took puffs of smoke…Continue reading "Elephant"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 14, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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Samsara
This evening’s conversation with a friend ended with the phone slammed in frustration at the other end. Before the shattering silence, my friend reminded me of what’s important: my mind and my body. Lately I’ve been dazzled by the world…Continue reading "Samsara"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 13, 2003 in Various Positions
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The Man with the Third Nipple
Getting up late this morning, I pumped myself full of caffeine and read Chaucer for a while. I tried in vain to finish some of my readings last night — after spending a lovely evening with some friends I…Continue reading "The Man with the Third Nipple"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 12, 2003 in Friends & Lovers
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Sensitivity Training
Brian is convinced I’ve gone too far. “People are fucking dense,” he told me as he explained why I shouldn’t post anymore personal details on my blog. With student elections around the corner, Brian is worried that what I write…Continue reading "Sensitivity Training"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 10, 2003 in Politics
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Horoscopy
My horoscope is silly, predictable, and I rarely believe a word of it. I’m amused each time I read it though, especially when my stars tell me stuff like this: You may have a passionate surprise awaiting you when it…Continue reading "Horoscopy"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 09, 2003 in Various Positions
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100 Things
She dumped me after I chased the other girls around the schoolyard with a stick between my legs making all sorts of noises and humping inanimate objects.Continue reading "100 Things"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 08, 2003 in Various Positions
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Road to Change
After brooding over the sad state of student politics at Laurier, I decided to channel my anger into something constructive. In February I’ll once again run in the student elections in another attempt to bring about meaningful and orgasmic…Continue reading "Road to Change"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 05, 2003 in Politics
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Laurier Politics
I don’t often get angry, but the dirty, petty, and unpleasantly undemocratic student politics at Laurier gets on my nerves. Yesterday, Mike Borrelli and Rishi Kumar, two of the most proactive directors in this year’s Students’ Union, resigned in…Continue reading "Laurier Politics"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 04, 2003 in Politics
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Fitted with Collar and Chain
The collar I bought myself this weekend now fits comfortably around my neck, and I’m finally starting to feel like an animal. Animals are restrained because there’s something wild and ferocious about them — they’ve got a spark of…Continue reading "Fitted with Collar and Chain"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 03, 2003 in Various Positions
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Puzzlement
I’m never sure how to answer the intense emails I receive from my visionary Indian friend. His last email has been sitting in my mailbox for over a week, and though I read it quite a few times I still…Continue reading "Puzzlement"
Posted by Tudor on Dec 01, 2003 in Various Positions
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